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in #writing7 years ago

I'm so sorry you had to watch your Father die.
Have the knowledge that you were there for him when he needed you most; he did not have to die afraid and alone, and that is a good thing.

My Father is dying very slowly in the hospital. It seems the medical community does not do much in the way of Healing, people heal themselves, what the establishment is good at, is keeping people on the verge of death, suffering in a state of near death..

i want to ask a couple of questions, do not feel obligated to answer; your life is your own to share what you will.....
After you suffered your Father's death, did you begin to take pharmaceuticals for depression?
I can not warn people enough, to stay away from pharmaceuticals, especially the serotonin re-uptake inhibitors,
THEY CAUSE HOPELESSNESS DEPRESSION AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS......

Do you understand that what you're going through is natural, and that one doctor's diagnosis, is just one man's opinion?

The only thing worth quitting are actions that have a detrimental affect on you, or the people around you...
You are crying out for help and i feel you..
Perhaps talking to a counselor would help you to feel better..
Going outside of your comfort zone is a good way to experience the Joy of Living once again, and that is a fact!

I wish you the best, keep your chin up, believe in yourself, Love yourself..
Remember, people fear what they do not understand..

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Have the knowledge that you were there for him when he needed you most; he did not have to die afraid and alone, and that is a good thing.

Well, that's not entirely true, I guess. Because it wasn't something we expected. He just collapsed on the floor, but I wasn't to clear with that in the article.

After you suffered your Father's death, did you begin to take pharmaceuticals for depression?

No. It wasn't until about a year later when I suffered from my first panic attack I started to suffer from mental illness. Everything came at me like a lightning bolt.

I talked to several psychologists, and I went in and out from Hospitals as I thought I was about to die each time I suffered from a panic attack. It wasn't until then I started to take meds.

I stopped taking meds after a few months though, after several attempts on a wide range of different pills, because I felt worse.

Do you understand that what you're going through is natural, and that one doctor's diagnosis, is just one man's opinion?

Yes and no.
I've talked to several psychologists and doctors, so I know that the diagnosis are accurate and real so to speak. I know how I feel, and I know that I suffer from mental illness, but I also know that many of the things I feel and experience is natural, even though my panic attacks are the worst thing ever.

I still, to this day, struggle to understand and realize that it's a panic attack and not myocardial infarction I suffer from for instance. When a panic attack sets in.

Thank you for the comment, I appreciate it and I hope you'll be okay.

Tricky thing Life; nobody survives it..
We must "Endeavor just to persevere".