Reading your words shows me that you are going through tough times. By reaching out to help others, while you are in need for change, you are doing the right thing, even though it's not that easy to do. Sometimes, after we did all we could, and beyond, it's ok to pause and "do nothing".

"Do nothing" can be two things: 1) literally that or 2) step back but keep our faith active that somewhere behind the scenes/clouds/wherever it is, The One we have faith in, is working on our behalf.

Your words, even when you feel that they are empty, or weak, still can be powerful and inspiring for somebody else. Words, spoken or unspoken, are powerful.