Did it ever make a difference in your encounters with people when you beat them? Which one of them then pondered and developed further on that basis?

Is it the case that you have ever thought that your fallibility fell back on you and that you were accused of what you accuse others? How does it fit together that you reject humanity, when at the same time they are just as much a part of the organism earth as all other life? My conclusion from this is that you differentiate between your humanity and being part of nature and make a separation. That means you're a pest, too. And as long as you think of yourself as such, you will behave like that. I can see that you're turning yourself down.

By showing people their ruthlessness and wickedness, the only thing that results from this is discouragement and feelings of guilt. You mock their tears and their grief on top of it. As long as a person feels guilty, there is little good in it. I've heard about environmental degradation and disasters since I was a teenager. Up until well into my thirties, all this drove me to feel overwhelmed by the sheer impossibility of saving the world, feeling guilty and small in the face of the effects.

I have only learned to acknowledge my impact in the world as something good when I turned my back on the world's do-gooders and catastrophic enthusiasts and took examples that love people and nature alike and do not reject themselves.
I find Walk the talk a very suitable term for it.

You are wrong when you think that only an environmentalist is the true keeper of the planet. Be one, but acknowledge what others do to help and not destroy.

How can I take you seriously if you refuse and your humanity? Then who am I talking to?

You think it has to hurt to make someone understand? Have you been reasonable as a child and are you now that I have provoked you and let you see my anger? What does it mean when I hit you?

You don't differ much from those who think you just have to shake people long enough to wake them up. They don't do that. They never did. Your shaking is merely an expression of your pain that sticks firmly to you and that you intend to share with others. By putting water on your mills and confirming how bad things are. Did such people stand by you in a crisis, were they strong and loving to you?

What do you think your isolation is?

Haven't you already reached people who are worth reaching? How many more must there be? How many to confirm and share the fierce pain with you? Where is it your responsibility to refrain from doing so?
Don't you have a long life and how do you look back on it?

I do not expect any response to all of this and I have no interest in being addressed indirectly. I asked you very direct personal questions and you answered me with generalities.

I am interested in you. That's all. Believe it or not.