I am pretty convinced – as I read also on your blog – that judgment doesn't help and that "negative" feelings need to be felt. Even more than joy and pleasure. There's no opportunity in your comfort zone. But lots of new doors start to open when we feel 'out of tune'. And hasn't it always come back quickly the minute we came back to our senses? I can see how much you reflect yourself. I know that you know best what needs to be done. And as soon as you're through fully feeling the pain you will feel this renewal again. More power, more in tune than ever before.

I admire you. I see and hear you. I am glad you're a part of my life, kind of. You motivate me by showing me I am not the only "lunatic" out there. Actually, you give me a lot of strength and encouragement. Simply by opening up about those things.