Thanks) I agree about judgement. No need for blaming and regrets. To me it’s more like saying things the way they are, just admitting it happened. I screwed up, I wasted the Power, it’s a fact... but maybe it was exactly what was needed.

You motivate me by showing me I am not the only "lunatic" out there. Actually, you give me a lot of strength and encouragement. Simply by opening up about those things.

This is important to me. A very important part of why I am writing in the first place. I know that there are people out there...