Nice one. Keep them coming!
A lot of past pain showing between the lines. The best victory over past pain is when we decide to stop letting it hurt us and move towards better times in the future. Of course, a key requirement is letting go of the fear of past hurt, knowing that once we have survived it, it can never hurt us the same again. Hence, no more need for fear, only the enJOYment of letting ourselves feel free to experience the happiness and fun again, no matter how fleeting.
Enjoy!
K