Glad you appreciated the post. Thanks for your thoughtful response. I agree with most of what you said and enjoyed reading it, especially the last part! This part..

Its kind of like you can have some idea or belief that serves you positively. It's good to take guidance from this (it's "god" in a sense), but at the same time you're constantly questioning and willing to adapt that belief. So what you take guidance from is also what you form and vice versa.

This sorta gave me the, looking into an infinite mirror effect.. I can't really put it into words well, but.. I'ma think about it more, and maybe I'll be able to put it into words better in the future. ._.
Thanks for sharing.