The mustard lace shawl is fantastic. It is so delicate and the pattern absolutely stunning!!!!
And with the peace... I hope you will find it and have some time to relax. I know from the outside it is always easy to give advice or reassurance, nevertheless, here is mine:
You are enough. You are perfect as you are. There is nothing that must be improved. It is an enrichment for me to know you a little bit <3 <3