I feel disconcerted. It's like all my actions in life have been in vain. Since I was a child, in the Catholic Church, driven by the beliefs in Jesus of Nazareth; as a young man, trying to find the way with the Jehovah's Witnesses, Ariskrisna, Evangelicals and Mormons... And already with the years ahead, living my own belief, based on peace, tranquility, tolerance, sharing, love for others, being happy in my loneliness... All this from the loss of my family, attachment to their memories for their early departure.
The practice would help you see your god as he truly is not just his name and your conditioned belief. I’ve meditated at vipassana retreats with catholic nuns, I think Jesus taught men how to fish, he knew giving them fish wouldn’t be helpful🙏
I’m not out to recruit New Bodhisattvas lololol (hugs) @amigoponc