I hope somehow you found someone or a way to ventilate. My life is full of up and downs as well. It always been. So no good years after 7 bad... I still hear people say: Your time will come too. Well it did not come and I doubt it will ever come. I simply try to focus on the good stuff, do not count on others to help me out and am happy if there is a descent internet connection.
Thanks ... I didn’t find that person to vent or talk to ...but it’s ok .... I made it thru ..... it also taught me that nothing is forever ....I think we have to make the most of our current situations .... that’s really it .