I can understand people's actions most of the time, it's just really hard for me to accept them, even if I understand. I still think that they should be smarter than to be such a pain to others. Use their inner filter, you know? I also find it hard to speak up, so then I just end up disliking a lot of people! I really think it's a strong asset to have to be able to forgive and forget, I just can't always find the patience/will for it.

I hope you find your balance! As long as you do the thing that makes you happy the most. It's the most important thing :-)