Keep being raw and real and we'll never leave you. I am the exact same way when it comes to people not responding, or i just let my wander as to why i shouldn't contact someone because I see myself as a nuisance. These are legit personal issues, and i'm here to grow with you!
Thank you so much, @miranda.odell! I feel your pain, and yes, it mirrors my own. I'm so blessed to have you and others reach out to me from across the globe, and I know I'll be better thanks to all your support. I'm here for you too. Let's get stronger together. <3