so true, sorry this is so late - im in a bit of a state of negation towards the world lately so i seem to miss a lot of stuff on replies and the few people i have left in my phone too.

Its not like anything i do will change anything at all and its not like anything i try will get me anywhere i want so it doesnt actually matter.

Since they put solar panels on all rent-houses here "for people who didnt pay them" im a bit "out" too , you know ?

Where's my 10k renovation money ?