Fair point.. Kinda hard to be depressed if you don't even feel much of anything.. But perhaps the reason you are choosing not to feel much of anything is because you don't want to face the "depression". Just a guess. When I read something like "I'm dead on the inside".. That seems depressing to me. I think most if not all people truly want to be happy.. Even those who claim they don't..

Thank you for the well wishes anonymyst.