Nice to meet you, I'm Dead Inside

in #introduce-yourself7 years ago (edited)

Dear reader,

It's been 38 days since I graduated college. Thirty-eight. I received my blah of blah, with a blah in blah and a blah blah blah.

The question is: what have I done with my time?

I have waited. And waited. And waited.

I am currently trapped somewhere I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, as are the wishes of my family. I stay with them out of unconditional love and respect. All I can do to fill my time and my husk of an empty being is by... gaming? Partying? Road tripping? I'll take it.

I bite my nails as I wait for August to come, at which time I have made arrangements to drive over 1200 miles to the state I was born in so that I can establish a life full of independence and pursue my dreams.

A friend introduced me to Steemit, so I figure I'll give it a try. I'm here to regale you with my adventures that I have had and will have post graduation (as well as my gameplay). I'm open to friendly advice and suggestions.

Sincerely,

Jay

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Welcome to Steemit @anonymyst
Enjoy all this awesome community has to offer.

I am curious, how did you hear about steemit?
Where were you born? Which state will you be road tripping 1,200 miles to?

Take care!

Thank you! A friend introduced me to Steemit earlier today, asking me to make an account. I was born in Oklahoma, where I will be driving the 1200 miles to. You take care, too.

Very cool. Welcome once again. It is always cool to hear about how people heard about steemit, landed here and ended up making an intro ;-)
I've never been to OK. I have no idea what the state is like! Have a safe trip whenever you do make it out of there. ;-)

Thank you so much

An early welcome to Oklahoma. This is really a great part of the country and most of the people here are very friendly and will be willing to help you out with whatever you need. Welcome!

Thank you so much!

share pictures , i would love to see and experience the trip with u

Now you got me thinking I'll put videos and photos up haha!

Its a good way to share your adventure. Also good way to start getting attention with upvotes and followers.

Sorry to hear you feel dead inside? Not sure if it's total sarcasm or not cause I've never met you, but.. Hope things get more optimistic for you and good luck here on steemit!

Thank you so much! I'll feel better after the move.

You're welcome, and that's good to hear. Even though I don't know you, for some reason I feel compelled to try to say something when people are down or depressed or what not. All the best to you.

I'm not really down or depressed though! I'm just... dead on the inside. I don't really feel much of anything hahaha. the best to you, as well.

Fair point.. Kinda hard to be depressed if you don't even feel much of anything.. But perhaps the reason you are choosing not to feel much of anything is because you don't want to face the "depression". Just a guess. When I read something like "I'm dead on the inside".. That seems depressing to me. I think most if not all people truly want to be happy.. Even those who claim they don't..

Thank you for the well wishes anonymyst.

I'm usually a happy person, I just don't like where I am :)

Understood. I hope you feel alive again inside soon! ._. Take care.

Take care!

Have you ever read the Girl with the Dragon Tattoo? You sound like youre just like Libeth Salander.

Unfortunately I have not. I may look into it, now, though.

If you read the books, you'll thank me later. :) Good luck!

Hello and welcome to Steemit!
Have inspiration, fun, creativity and a bunch of rewards :)
I wish you an awesome ride!

Best
@velimir

Thank you very much, I appreciate it!

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@randomwhale
you a great fellow...keep encouraging us...am following you since am new here and need pple like you...tks

Could have tagged me you know ;)

I guess I will next time lol

welcome here, you have a vote from me god bless

God bless!

Welcome. I am very interested in what you graduated with. I am excited to hear more about those adventures, your "gameplay" and experiences. Enjoy your time on steemit @anonymyst and if you ave any questions, dont hesitate to ask.

I got my bachelor of science in psychology with my minor in criminology. Thank you so much, @nicnas, I certainly will ask.

congratulations. Its a long process and fun? at the same time. I have 3 degrees, yet none as good as yours. I know too much about criminology unfortunately. Please dont use me as a test subject :)

Not very fun haha. I completed mine in 3 years so :(
I promise not to use you!

3 years is amazing. For a B.S. nice very big congratz

Thanks! I'm not really as enthused about it. I'm just glad to be done!

you gotta appreciate all the hard work that went into it. The lessons learned. Time & money lost...just kidding. I wish you the best of luck with the job search. What would you like to do with you education as far as career goes...besides making a living on steemit?

Right now, I just want to get a job driving semi trucks. One day I'll get back on the policing track. I've completed a policing internship already and was partway through the application process with a department, but withdrew when I realized I don't want to do that right now. I want to travel and drive. I love driving.

Welcome to Steemit! Enjoy! Follow you.

Thank you!

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Wow thanks!

have fun! welcome goodluck