The view on money also depends on how much you have: like as a child 100€ where soooo much! Now 100€ are nearly not even worth to mention. Later on, as you start working and earning your first money, perhaps 1.000€ sound much, and you forget totally about the 100€ from previous. Then you start to put some money aside, perhaps you save for something, some big dream you want to fullfill yourself and the money grows. Then you get to over 10k€ in savings and somehow if you look back to the 1.000€ they seem so small. And so on... ;)
But yeah, we should definitely focus more on the little things in life. I do really hard there. Specially because i took a long time Sertralina (a medication/psychotropic drug) that wenty feelings got numb. But totally numb. Like my father could have died, or i could have won in lottery, there wouldn't have been an expression from myself. Death would have been the best thing that could have happened to me, back then, since if you don't feel joy anymore, or even sadness, or anything, life is worthless. The feelings make life liveable. So it was really hard for me to be happy about anything... And since this was a long time, i was living like that, now i must learn to feel again, to sort my feelings and to let feelings stay and interpret them correctly. Most of the time i don't even notice them, so i must learn to note them properly too...
yes, that's right, my friend, I heard about your life being full of twists and turns that bring a little motivation in eliminating feelings in activities that are so free and a quiet soul, it seems like you are a quiet person, thank you for leaving your good comments, my friend, I hope your days are pleasant