My parents thought that beatings and beatings solved everything. It was the way they also learned from the parents they had, that is, my grandparents. I never knew them.
I always had a rebellious personality, maybe that's why I received so many beatings, to break me. They succeeded, they got me to shut up, externally, because in my thoughts I was screaming and with a lot of resentment.
It was hard for me to get rid of hatred and resentment.
I think they didn't do it because they were bad as people but because it was what they learned.