No I don't really want a white skin but a fairer skin, it is because before I wanted to stand-out from the crowd like I guess some people wants but it is just me. Now I do not much car what I look like because I am like half-chewed by a Cat where people might buy a ticket just to look at me in a Circus show.

Had my backbone and the neck bone not affected by degeneration, I might make a good use of my face by emphasizing my Lionface condition with some of my teeth having an implant of fangs and then with matching whiskers. My hair will be just easy to style too to highlight my lionface appearance.

But it is not me, I do not like attention because I fear crowds as if threats will come from them at any time. But my longing to look good in appearance before was based on my observation that if you look good and important, people will respect you.

I already proved that already by being looking unimportant and physically pitiful because many people had already not treated me like a normal person and not taken seriously when I raise my concern, saying something, or talking to someone like in the hospital to a doctor at some instances.

Truly appearance matters a whole lot and unfortunately it is one of my issues that makes my life feel a little bit harder.

Anyway, I think you are right, I would just post few photos to save me some time. It is just I always think to post it rather than delete it in my phone. I already deleted lots and most of them are now in the blockchain.

I thank God that dialysis now is more bearable than ever before. No more feelings of uneasiness, pain, and lightheadedness. Correcting my blood's acidity improved many things in my body.

Thank you for your time Miss @wakepkitty.pal @wakeupkitty I appreciate you so much 🌹🌹🌹