I think that maybe that woman is the ghost of me. The strength to do the walk. She was leering at what we would all assume was the big crater but in reality it was the ghost of me leading me to explore and continue to push foreward no matter how hard it can get. The train car was a time machine to better days in the past, or future. "Pain pain, go away. Come again another day" thank you for your thoughtful words. They are much appreciated