Yo. This was actually pretty awesome to read. I resonate with it 200%. I too am right now as we speak in my most primal state of being. If you want to connect, I'm all for it.
The more you know... you have to keep learning and grow. You can't afford to spend life in wasteful manners. I'm sure you are quite aware of this. Gosh this was so relevant to whats happening to me in my life. And I really hope that no matter what life brings forth, you don't stop creating. Both your reality and your youtube videos.
Wow, i am shocked that my post actually hit someone at the right time. I agree with your comment completely, we are all on this big rock for some time, I've been searching for people to make friends with that are on the same wave. Who knows what tomorrow is but I will continue to speak my mind and try to continue being a kind and creative person. Thank you for your encouragement, im glad to know i am not the only one alone in the dark discovery.
You should always remember that theres always and forever someone out there who genuinely loves you. Sounds a bit intimate haha, but its the genuine truth.