authorise
I'm barely awake, but I'm writing. Authorize. With a Z. Must've been someone from England who authorised this. This is just wrong. S doesn't belong there. It's too late now. The deed is done. Ooof. I wish I could believe there would be no repercussions. No reefer cushions. There's marijuana in the couch. That's refer cousins. They'll help you get a job, 'cuz you're family. That's reaper customs. Grim or otherwise, you have to declare what you have in your bag as you try to
Friends, romans, countrymen. I was interrupted in the course of this freewrite. By someone telling me that I needed to fall asleep immediately. They, of course, were right, but now I need to rectify the situation by writing for another 2.5 minutes.
I was not authorized to be doing a freewrite at that time.
I am authorized to complete it now. To drink coffee, sit on the porch, watch the rain, feed the dog, and contemplate how to approach a conversation with a teacher. What solutions can we arrive at, where my kid will keep learning Spanish, but will feel less anxiety around it. So many things come so easily to him. That's part of the problem I have had as well...or is it? It feels like it's been a problem. Learning was easy. I didn't even have to try, and I didn't expect anything to be difficult, and so it was always, "doesn't live up to his potential" Of course, learning in adulthood that I have ADHD means that I have an explanation for why I got that input constantly. And I don't think it helped. I wonder what would have helped. What helps people with ADHD try hard things? Or at least, stay calm in the face of hard things?