#steemkidsnparent#111: Writing Expedition✍️//MY BREAK THROUGH FROM THE STRUGGLES OF LIFE//

dolcecabanas (49)in #writingexp11 • 4 days ago

INTRODUCTION

Hi prestigious steemains greetings to you all, I welcome you to my world. So today we are gonna talk about something very interesting that will catch your fantasy and not only that you get to learn from your past experiences and become a better person, I learn from people story too and I grew also so stay turned and read till the end, thank you and love you all.

Life has really thought me lessons about events, scenes, and other happenings, insomuch that I couldn’t believe it was all happening to me. I went through all the above mentioned feeling like life is facing me alone in this world where I came to.

Once upon a time in my life, I have experience hardship, tortue, pains and agony, sometimes I feel less of myself to the point of degrading myself about a whole lot of things thinking my life does not worth or have meaning any longer. Imagine growing up without a motherly love, suffering and struggling for everything I achieved going out to hustle on the road side, markets and a whole of places yet to mention. I saw my fellow peer groups living their best life, going to places that I couldn’t afford to go and they made life a living hell for me simply because I couldn’t follow my friends to everywhere they went to due to lack of finances.

This made me look at myself being left out, things were so hard for me that I couldn’t even afford a three (3) square meal daily, let alone having clothes to wear and other basic amenities. It was really a thing of concern for me, but I never gave up, I push harder and picked up my pieces molded it and moved on, I was focused and believed everything will definitely fall back in place soon, people looked down on me, they hurt me, hated and treated me as though I did not exist

HERE COMES BOSSES AND THEIR TROUBLE

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I had to work and go through school, work so hard to earn a living. Funny enough bosses are also a bad example, you say you are a boss and then you asked your employee to have something to do with you sexually and for some people they agreed to do it but I never agreed to do it that's he actually asked me to sleep with him because he likes me and want me to be his girlfriend and I was too young for someone that is just finishing secondary it wasn't a good idea like swears, but I was also naive about the whole thing and I went to his house after the close of work together with him so he served me drink and food, I was done eating then he started touching me I told him not to abuse me he said it wasn't an abuse but it is the fact that he loves me, I told him that he doesn't like me talk more of loving me because of the way he treated me at work so for me with his treatment back at the office, I always knew the man never liked me for anything, he liked me for sex only.

So as he was dragging my clothes I told him I will shout for the neighbors to hear what is going on, he will now plead with me not to do so I then asked him to let go of me, he nearly opened my clothes there I remembered this was the same experience I had at my primary level where my brother's friend came at night to rape me I so much thanked God that my brother was laying beside me although he sleeps and forget himself very often than not.

As he was approaching towards me because he is very use to our house settings where our bedroom is and he is aware of virtually everything in our house so he was able to come straight to our bedroom searching for me, don't forget this was at night and my instinct already told me someone was in our house trying to break the door I pretended as no one was coming inside because our house is a carpenter's palace where we had harmful equipment but I didn't want to use it on anyone okay.

The guy came towards me and tried to open my trouser to begin his ulterior motive job he opened my trouser very close to penetrating into me, don't forget my brother is very much deep asleep when this thing was going on, I pray that you will not have such a brother that's not about protecting his sister even in sleep. The guy because of too much force on me drag the cloth so much that I stood up and bite his hand very much you know he is a rapist so he never shouted, I shouted out for help because he grabbed me then my brother woke up to catch him because he had his way around the house he now ran away.

So my boss did same I said to myself this same incident will not happen to me again I screamed everyone called his name and said Mr. Wale what are you doing jokingly they said it he left me for a while and begged me not to tell my mum because he knows my mum very well and how she behaves I love her for that one thing. The next day I knew he was gonna sack me from work I left to hunt for another job, on arrival to the place I was asked to resume work on Monday that's by the next morning so I went to my boss office to pack my belongings on arrival he told me to go out of his office I told him wait let me pack my things he refused so I had no choice and I left.

BOSS BECAME ANGRY FOR A SEASON

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Till today I never went back to his office until now funny enough he started talking to me because he is in my same church and he is now married with a kid okay. All this is as a result of my mum she never raised me up in a way she would have done, my father even played the more role than she.

CONCLUSION

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In essence, the moment I realize myself(that is I was of the age of accountability) I received Jesus into my life as young as I was to Jesus Christ, you know most people give age range for one to actually receive Christ into their life, so things actually changed so once you see Jesus everything loses value apart from the fact that doing his work or work of God gives you a new lead.

I realize now that with God I can do all things that’s things all things am talking about is within a context of discuss because words are not ambiguous okay, they have meaning on their own. So all things here will refer to a context of salvation because I cannot pray to God to kill the president of my country or whatever.

Never present yourself cheap because when you are cheap people will always use you. It pays to work and there is dignity in labour so don't look for quick money because I should have looked for quick money to take care of myself and be that person I always wanted to be but I stick to the plan.