I loved the words, and in your sorrow while I was reading you were not alone. I was unsure what to reply because I do not know if it was fiction or you felt this way. This is something that resonates on me and I understand. I am not "home" and also escapes in dreams ❤️🎼 lucidly, though I convey sorrow into music. I am not sad always but I accept it, my other half, my shadow.