Hello 💛☺️ Your post started so perfectly and serenely until work got involved. I wish you the good luck to make enough on steemit to be able to stay home with your beautiful children and live a quality happy life the way you would want. I don’t know anything about your life situation but have found ways to work for myself since I was young so if I can offer any advice I would be more than happy to. I have never been really rich but then I have never needed to be rich, just able to take care of the running costs of life. I only worked for someone else for about six months back when I was eighteen and it was the most depressing time of my life being enslaved to a nine to five crushed my spirit and I realized early on I would rather go hunger and be able to wander free inthe world than chain myself mentally to a position of being an employee. It sounds like you have a nice home with space for chickens etc so already my mind is racing with ideas for you to be able to earn enough cash to get by with your kids.do you run a car? This opens up huge possibilities for easily becoming self sufficient. Don’t fear handing in your notice.... dream of the day it happens and you stay home. Maybe we can direct message each other somewhere and chat about money making ideas for you. Have a blessed day full of strength and optimism ... I feel it’s time to take back your life. I send you love and courage from the jungle... as that’s where I happen to be right now 🤣💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛🌴