Wow... that's a great thing to remember! I know being a stay at home mom who is also disabled, the feeling of being unimportant and useless is an easy rut to get in, since I don't do much, other than kid stuff and housework. And I get so busy making sure everyone else hits their goals, I forget about mine and just let them fade away. I have also been feeling the blue bug so you aren't alone there... I know talking about stuff like this always makes me feel better, and I hope it has for you too! No matter what, just remember all the amazing things you've already accomplished! And always remember that your an awesome lady!