Oh my, THANK YOU. I may have to get brave and try another venture into discord. I battled suicidal thoughts and behaviors after being put on SSRIs. I do not require anonymity, I am not ashamed of what happened. I know that once a person has gone to the shrink, and has taken their "happy pills" and THEN they get suicidal, there is NO HELP for them in professional circles. This is a special kind of desperate, these are people who TRIED to get help and the modern idea of help makes them worse. I am HERE for those people. There are BETTER WAYS TO OVERCOME SUICIDAL THOUGHTS than taking a pill that says right on the label it might cause suicidal thoughts... RIP honey, so sorry I never had the chance to get to know you...