My videos don't like invidious

Hey look at me: I never try to show off and that's not my selfish - I'd like to shoot on camera someone else but me... BUT!! there's no one except me!!! no one wants to perform, I tried to make take part some friends but they only promised to show them dancing, tricks, etc. BUT NEVER SHOWED A BIT OF GOOD!.. That's why I clearly got that there's no time to wait someone else - but me. That's why I shooted myself on phone's camera, and You know what? NOW THEY TELL ME I'M TOO FAT to perform anything. Well, but why nobody showed nothing? now I guess - there's no nothing to show they have and that's why they smear shit up me & my videos. Now see - it's me: