Dear Diary: My Life Is Funny But I Am Not Laughing About It

I was talking about how pain-free I was a while ago because I really am and it made a great impact in my well-being as I could function in some of my basic functions already without grunting, groaning. and moaning much. I could also lift without much effort than before and I do not easily strain my joints with such a simple task like lifting something unlike before. Walking was also painful before because of my weakened joints in my feet but now they aren't painful.

But today I just sneezed a couple of times and I just felt a crack on my ribs as I sneezed. Along it is the pain and now I am in such an agony again and this is just what happened before many months ago and it is just torturous as I am having a difficulty in breathing because when I just inhale and exhale they would hurt.

Even lying on my bed now hurts. So it is just funny that this thing happens like I do not have the right to have a pain-free life and that I just have to be in a state of misery all the time. The funny thing is that I am having some breathing difficulty with breathlessness lately and this problem now arises where even moving my ribs because of injury makes it now painful to breathe even.

I just sent my parents to buy me some medicine for the pain because I want to be pain-free tomorrow as I am expecting a package that I may have to get myself from my bed to our house gate because my parents would go to the doctor and I will be left alone to meet the courier.

I was thinking that the courier of my package would arrive to deliver my item before my parents would come home because I will have to at least make it to our gate to receive my package myself which includes an effort to do and I don't want to have a painful walk to the gate and back. It is just a funny thing that I have to think about this seemingly negligible things but a problem that I would not even smile about. I just hope that my pain medication works but I just need some prayers, all the prayers in the world.