[deardiary] 1 day out of 364 does not make for a goodyear , dear

in #ulog6 years ago (edited)

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@ubasti is 87.0 days old and has distributed 9.523SBD to participants
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@rudyardcatling was old when the world was young and has given (to others)64shares in @steembasicincome, 175 botvotes by @drotto , 38 by @nanobot , 27 by @microbot , 31 by @minibot , y by y etc to followers and voters and has planted 0.06 trees with @treeplanter


yes ofcourse there was questions on musing ... and replies ... and comments ... and a ton on slashdot and torrentfreak ... and minds ...

and stuff

why cant i answer my own questions?

Have you heard of the up and coming #steemstem UI and if so how do you feel about it?

What kind of bot/service do you think Steemit is lacking??

What does success mean to you?

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12:24 ...

went to the bakery ... something i do like once a month when the folks are in france, otherwise i bake my own (yea im a cheapskate, its not dirt-poor , its cheapskate in case you didnt know, i HAVE to nine to five so i can make the baker and the butcher rich and get a loan for a car ... and get like ... a week for myself ... I HAVE TO ! THAT IS HOW ITS DONE !)

trimmed like 3meters of the superhedgefund, i already cant feel my arms ... (i know : more exercise and masjen bij lorraine met de nacht en ALLES opgelost ... chronic fatigue does not exist, GET OVER IT ... it comes over me like 1 or 2 hours after i wake up, but only during daytime ... so riddle me that, doc ? what did you say ? GET A JOB, PROBLEM SOLVED, okay ... 50 euros i suppose? okay then, thanks for the pro-tip)

I think something thinks i can be convinced to shake hands after this and last year .. AS IF ? threaten me, threaten to burn my house down, threaten me with headlopping muslims, make me go to the cops on fake testimony , FILM ME, VIOLATE MY PRIVACY SPIT AT ME, THROW SHIT AT ME, and the yokels like (oh well it will pass ...) and you expect me to shake hands ?

DO I LOOK LIKE FUCKING GANDHI TO YOU?

buxus plague, told the old lady i will ask the homesteaders if they know some bio solution against weeds and buxus plague .. "the homewhatters ?" (oh well ..its something you simply cant imagine being done in hellgium)

yea, them, remind me to ask, precious

gentse feesten ? yea if i ask the mother to lend me a train ticket i can go bum around there for a day, but today i feel like a ball of lead packed in rags so i doubt that will happen

i just noticed something strange on perception, i didnt see the yellow spots in the hedge until last week , but theres ONE wasp next the old lady's hand and i see it right away ... weird ?

no, actually absolutely not and a fine example of perception from here to Plato's cave, i keep telling people like "this kind of info" or "that kind of info" doesnt stick around in my head ... could tell me 20 times what days the garbage truck comes, id STILL have to look it up a day after, other things stick around subconsciously and grudges ? O DEAR ... those can last as far as i know over 30 years (and counting)

o wee, three interruptions in five minutes ... must be high noon ... permaculture and computers mixed on planet Crypton : hybrid civilization

13:07 ...

pressure in my head, its even harder to focus than usual i feel like someone has been giving me get-more-stupid pills or something, still feel like a ball of lead wrapped in the same mass of rags, its like something is trying to equalize me ... what could go wrong with that ?

trying to make me not me ? did my vote just up by three promille since yesterday ?

NO SHIT, KIMOSABE

price up 9% overnight ? let's not sell the bear's rep before we have the hunter's skin secured, shall we , amazing initiative by @blocktrades (lessons in how to get rich by feeding that which feeds you lol), there's a reason why some people have a $500 vote

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01:36 basically no sleep again, same shit, no matter what, it just keeps trying to slow me down so maybe i get nothing and get nothing done, this place is hell ... but ...

microsoft, the linux foundation, google, apple, Tencent, goldman sachs, j.p. morgan, the winklevoss bro's ... the FUCKING BANK OF SWITZERLAND, and you were saying ? cos you sound like that bit thats not in there ... europe, or belgium or something ? you were saying ?

oh
"dat was niet masjen"

ok

NIJG, als een echte moun en wij zijn toch rijk ...

enzo ... wel go fcuk yourself, never ask me for anything, want jij bent TOCH rijk ... KIST ZE

13:55 ...

i slept til 1pm ... which would be good if i did since six , which is not the case, so all in all i had about 45 minutes last evening (the important sleep) and abou 2-3 hours this morning (the just-to-make-it-through-the-daylight-sleep)

now i know its as simple as get over it, go outside, take a walk en masjen bij lorraine met de nacht, alas in MY life, which what I experience from this side of NO desk , its NOT that simple ... i NEED my rythm, i can not simply switch that after 30 years, and definitely NOT after all the shit that happened here, i will never trust anyone here in drukkerland again, thats not gonna happen because thats no longer possible. If you push me i'll start stressing like a caged animal, start talking to the walls and stuff, which i probably already am doing.

I can NEVER live in this place, thats never gonna be possible again. Now its too hot and i got nothing new to say , so hell is still all about repetition,

14:05 ...

dark souls, flat on the floor, after trimming a few meters of hedge the best i can manage ... the smell of coffee is alluring, i know its part of some conscious or subconscious plan to invoke certain memories or impressions but you might as well play the simple minds of duran duran, that kid is dead ... #fuckflanders drukkerland killed the kid stone dead , its DAYlight ... the sun shines, i could at best lie and pretend and where's the worth in that, if i have a cup of cofffee now i probably cant sleep again this evening when i need it the most, and then tomorrow we are back HERE, where i stop typing now.
Actually a paragraph above that ... its my life, i told you this is not how my life works

no one listened

16:19 ...

lol yea, i think i heard some attempt at attention gathering earlier, seems to be focused around 2-3 pm ... and here we are in cycles again, the old man snoozes from 3 for an hour, the old lady just took to bed ... for an hour or so, and so will i

in an hour or so ... maybe for the best, that way its harder to get in each others hair after all ... there's a reason why kids leave the house (which i did at 20)

22:13...ih 50

an hour too early underideal cicumstances, i feel mummifeid again, quite sure i havent had a drink in quite a while so

so i dont know
i feel dried up from the inside
tired, and i cant actually see what i type right now without my glasses, yes that bad

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01:50 ...

i spent most of the time since i woke up being sore, trying to see what im looking at and mainly re-connectin to the network, restarting browsers and re-freshing pages, clicking 20 times on login only to have to restart the browser again ...

make that 95% of the time since i woke up. I dont think i'll be having anything close to fun or enjoying tomorrow if i were to go to gent

im not sure i wanna but if i dont i probably wont get out of drukkerland for the rest of the year anymore ... but it keeps me so worn out no matter what i do

fun does not exist

10:33 ...

havent seen the cat since this morning , . . . ofcourse i'm worried, its the only thing on the planet i give a shit about , the only thing that keeps me sane , i cant afford to lose my last cat in this hellhole. He's all i have

now THIS i need to strikethrough, for my OWN safety sadly

11:37 ...

have you seen my cat ? its unusual to stay out this long, when i dont see my cat i become un-stable, REALLY unstable ... i can NOT lose him HERE in hell, i already lost one here in hell, i HAVE TO GET OUT BEFORE THAT HAPPENS

12:10 ...

cat back , ... yes well this will happen all the time as long as im here, i trust no one and nothing here, how could i after all the lies and deceit ? ... should i go "out" for a few hours, its not like i have money so all i can do is walk around, probably like two hours and take a train back cos too bored

yes i need money, no i'm not a hippie, its nice to see hippies can do that

i can't

12:38 ...

of all the days the sky turns grey today .. now, you see, precious, contrary to who i used to be : the guy who would have been up and gone by 8 or 9 this morning cos he couldnt wait it now feels like ...

like i'm not really interested, i dont really wanna go but i dont wanna stay HERE even less (or more), and if i dont i probably get nowhere out of drukkerland until the rest of the year so what i expect is

get off the train, go to the back end of the city turn round , back to the station come home, no fun had

because i don't feel

i'm numb

im just happy my cat is home and safe

i doubt there'l be much mingling, i have no need to get to know people from belgium anymore, waste of time since i dont wanna live here, i'll try to take some pictures

make it look like i was having a good time

im totally void[]

completely ... i had to switch off worrying about cat ... some think id be free without

im sure id be monster without

now i'm switched off

which is still always better than angry

yea, from "i cant wait" to "i wont go unless i have a few 100 i can spend to" "i dont really wanna but if i dont my head will explode" ...

this place has really worked out well for me

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00:19 ...

yesterday was a welcome distraction despite the retard attempt at bullshit again, today sounds like the same ? the masterplan continues ?

well, i am NOT getting your "job" and i am NOT going back to your school. Will be nice and quiet when your school starts though , i hope it burns down with all of it in it

i suppose that will come with the usual brainbutchery of "fear" , "or else" and "if you want to this or that then bla" ... but my mind was made up years before you stuck me back here, all you have done is waste valuable time of my life

time i will never get back ... violation of my privacy is a capital offense, one that can never be forgiven

i hate this fucking place, this town this country ... its never gonna be allright until i'm out of here with my last remaining cat

before its too late to enjoy it

03:37 ...

all posts done, all replies done, and actually got to reading two posts of other peoples work, this will be total awesome self-employment when it gets a bit levelled up, the only thing i can imagine that will work for me at the moment really, i SHOULD win the lottery so i can up the steem power to full 5000 a month wage hahah

we'll start a bit smaller, its imperative i dont get fucked over by pencilpushers trying to enlist me into 9to5 snickers money or back to school since that would cut away the time i need to do this right ... and thats not gonna happen

never again, NIE WIEDER FLANDRISMUS BUREAUCRATIS, already cost me 15 years, THATS ONE THIRD OF MY LIFE, MOTHERFUCKER and you still wanna be yokel-funny, and they still know whats best for me, usually species like yours dont survive evolution, YOU are the freaks of nature, sirs and madams

11:28 ...

sunday ... quiet ... almost noon ... its been so quiet for so many days it creeps up on me. After all these years in this place all i expects now is a surprise attack in the back as it tries to lull my awareness and my caution

12:14 ...

yea thats where it goes from threats to insults ... pathetic or something, insults usually help, right ? like threats ... its a zombie routine, something got stuck ... its all in my head ? so why is it only here ? ... i keep telling you like all the things i told you that were true ... clearly ... the only thing that matters is getting out of here WITH MY CAT before its too late to enjoy it, ITS THE ONLY THING THAT REALLY MATTERS

23:20 ...

sticky, sweaty ... not enough sleep but its been so quiet under normal circumstances i remember being able to handle it jump out of bed speeddrink 5 cups of coffee and get to tickling on that keyboard ... things are slow though

and with all the quiet after all that i simply expect shit to happen any second all the time here, thats just how it became because thats what you made it, precious

and also funny : i found a nice example of the theory of futility on steemit :p

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posting time ? yea nearly ... lot of manuals , need to do something to steemterm, just a little bit , try tonight but so many replies and feeds to check , dear o dear

yes, its dark night, the mindstorm is quiet, but due to lack of sleep im already sore ofcourse, its a neverending cycle of nothingness really



@steembasicincome #steembasicincome #borderlessnation !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOTHING is sacred, YOU have the right to question

everything

people who are receiving daily votes thanks to yours truly @rudyardcatling because i got a share in @steembasicincome for me ... isnt that the nicest thing ? a pledge i made long ago when things looked a bit brighter right in front of me, 10% of every year, slightly distorted and applied (for now, with no obligations ofcourse)
shares will be given from different accounts now as i try to balance it between my vault-alts ... who double as distros or they would just be sitting there ofcourse, but always taken from @rudyardcatling voters or followers, the effect should be the same for the other party

i have to thank @dannyshine for enrolling me (without telling me, i wouldnt have noticed if i didnt check my logs) so i dont tell the others and they wont know unless they read here or check their logs , just remember long after you use it before they implement it (last thing i saw @dannyshine threw in the towel though ... coppers got to him los pépés way or else , i dont know, but i doubt crowdsourcing the fine while caving in will be an option, mate, sorry to hear that)



@dannyshine, @fishmon , @futuremind , @free999enigma (x2), @mikebluehair42 , @lastditch , @darsico(x2) , @moeenali , @bobdos , @hfnetworks , @yehey , @travelkorea , @zoeyvalliant , @hispeedimagins(x2) , @xplore , @pinoy , @recordrealm , @lovelyboo , @tushar83904 , @naf , @pssf84 , @truthbeyondlies , @lemouth , @papa-pepper , @nanocheeze, @sammycakes, @qam2112 , @thedailysneak , @andre-verbrick , @dunstuff , @creepycrazylife , @crypto.piotr , @minpine , @cryptoasis , @senseicat , @andresgo2000 , @simgirl , @karenmckersie , @runaway-slave
find #steembasicincome at @steembasicincome, they will reply on the feed but better on the discord
not sure if all those are still correct, i'll check it some time, but im sure you can find their feed if need be ... the rules ? blablabla, first of all i give away what i give away so i dont think there's anything to debate but first goes random from the top voters at the moment of 10X, if all top voters have had one within one month then it goes random from then 1000+ followers, MIND YOU : ONLY NON STALE ACCOUNTS, NON BOT ACCOUNTS AND NO ACCOUNTS THAT ONLY RE-STEEM or it would be a waste, so yea, there's two people who have two, they happen to be top-voters on my account, why would that be unfair ? and even if it is ... you're free to refuse a share if you get one, i dont get paid to diplomat

i have a small idea on how to give to people who already received a share if they come up but i have to test that first



@sawdah


(image from https://www.innovationtoronto.com/ )


i will ofcourse check the account before i send, if it's a 'stale' account then putting sbi bots on it to vote is 100% pointless

i think we can all agree on that ?

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there we are, see you at 350

i should revise this bit (winneris.inc) because its not the same as it was from the start but its still 10%

owh .. by the way ->

i do not ask for anything in return nor will i refuse anything that doesn't come with strings attached, if anyone for any reason doesn't want their share , they can always give it back, it's all in the faq, since this is the internet i assume you know what that is, and where to find it
it's easy to be magnanimous and enlightened when you're pockets are ALREADY FAT


last but not least :



07/22/2018 01:15:42 pm

o well, lets make an exception for any rat and vermin that gets a 50 dollar streetcorner dealer in the prison system costing thousands, but you can't really allow potential massive progress when copyright's involved, right ?

THAT WOULD BE UNETHICAL

http://nautil.us//issue/62/systems/is-this-man-the-elon-musk-of-e_waste






07/22/2018 11:50:25 am

does "online people" count b/c i dont HAVE five people i "spend time" with and if i have to make the combo in total that will make a VERY weird combination ...
that explains everything then

https://medium.com/the-polymath-project/you-are-the-average-of-the-five-people-you-spend-the-most-time-with-a2ea32d08c72






07/22/2018 11:28:20 am

at core level under high pressure the mathematical matrix of the laws of physics gets warped, the laws remain, but the numbers change .... everything is particles, right ?

https://www.futurity.org/operating-rooms-primatology-1814942/






07/22/2018 11:22:42 am

coffee and nuts, nuts and coffee ! its a statistic, doesnt make it a fact, its a probability

https://www.futurity.org/soda-colon-cancer-1817212/






07/21/2018 02:39:29 pm

yet another flavour, although not as bad as ICO's and airdrops ... its a big forest for a small marketshare like that ... so , anyone feel the calling ?

https://linux.slashdot.org/story/18/07/14/0049259/systemd-free-artix-linux-os-is-looking-for-packagers






07/20/2018 02:02:25 am

oh ... loss of focus, moodswings, dizzyness but not brain damage or anything in my blood, so i'm just de-hydrated all the time ? i feel like a mummy mostly

https://www.futurity.org/dehydration-concentration-cognition-1814502/





07/20/2018 12:45:04 am

population two ... sadly its not asia , or i would have another option to try and move to

https://www.atlasobscura.com/places/poker-creek-border-crossing






07/20/2018 12:40:57 am

thats right, in order to achieve anything at all , you want to be in the middle of nowhere, i understood that much half a life ago, but no one listened

https://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/jupiter-moon-valetudo-is-going-to-crash






07/20/2018 12:06:58 am

there you go, school is just a layer for government indoctrination and learning how to behave as a cogwheel in the machine, leave them be and they learn without it, but they wont learn that YOU are right, they'll learn what they need to survive

https://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/what-is-nicaraguan-sign-language





07/19/2018 11:53:36 pm

piercing spears and flaming penises, batman, sign(et) of the times


https://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/freud-signet-rings





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Hi @rudyardcatling, I'm @checky ! While checking the mentions made in this post I found out that @rudyardcating doesn't exist on Steem. Maybe you made a typo ?

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interesting ... almost had me going there, i though you were processing language but you just check mentions vs. accounts dont you :)

i guess i owe you a thank you, see if you got posts to throw a smallbotvote at since im a poor minnow here

then we sleepytime since 5am and dawn is about to attack thanks @checky


no active root_posts i see , i'll try to spare you a chunk of a vote tomorrow then, contraty to spellcheckers who pop off like synapses on cocaine due to my creative and sometimes graphic use of language yours is actually pretty useful

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Thanks ! @checky doesn't have any post on its account because I felt like they would have been useless, there is only so much stats you can make with that kind of bot. It's funny you mention spellchecking bots because @grammarnazi is what inspired me to make this bot ! :P

i'm not too fond of grammarnazi ,its a good idea but not for people who like to use language in a free way, sometimes spelling mistakes are set on purpose to set (or in) a certain mood , as a pun or a sneer, a bot like that can ofcourse not handle that, but i have the feeling he's gone ...

I like the idea too and I frankly find it quite impressive but yeah, it can be annoying. Most steemians feel the same way, making it use an opt-in system would have been a better idea imo. He's not gone though, probably ignoring your posts, not sure if it has an opt-out system built in.

i see yours has one and yea i think thats a mighty fine idea too, you can't force these things on people, that magic 8ball thing responds to every answer i give on musing and post on my blag. I dont bother but its been downvoted so much it has a rep of like 8 or something and it probably never gets anything. I'm surprised it keeps running, its like someone forgot to turn it off.

i dabble a bit in scripting myself but im not confident enough to run a full time bot with an unlocked wallet on a 24/7 machine. Besides , mine (@ubasti and the other two) would need automated transactions too and since i dont do python error checking and transaction validation would require actual thinking and work lol
its simple enough using steempy but sometimes things lag out, which in most cases afaics would require re-running the whole script from the start, in which case non-failed transactions would have to be left out :|

that's the tricky bit, id need to have a specific error message i can intercept to check for after every transaction in order to do that since otherwise the posts voted on or acounts that get sbd sent to would be removed from the flatfile on every cycle of the loop (which means re-starting the script means they're no longer there :p) and checking it on account history takes minutes sometimes before it can be read

i assume you parse a post body for "at"name , put that in an array or something but then what ? theres over a million accounts ? do you keep a local file with all names in it?

@checky is written in JavaScript using steemjs but I'm sure the same overall logic applies to Python and steempy. Your situation is way trickier than mine though since you actually deal with upvotes and money transfers, I feel like you definitely should do error checking! It's not fun but it's quite essential, especially when money is involved. I don't know how complicated it is in Python though since that's a language I still have to learn, in JS it's quite easy to check for errors.

The version currently running doesn't actually parse the post's body but makes use of the users array added to the post's json_metadata by some apps. The next version though will parse the body to find mentions, I've been testing it for two days now and I feel like it should be ready to be deployed by tomorrow. Mentions found in the post get filtered to make sure that I get the least not Steem related mentions. For example, mentions with a social network related word close to them are filtered out, mentions that end with popular domain extensions like @website.com are filtered out too (because some people use the '@' character to say 'at'), etc.... As for filtering out all existing users, it indeed checks the mentions against a JSON file that contains a user object for each user it encountered while streaming operations, the file fills up pretty quickly. For example, the user object associated to your username is the following (on my computer).

{
    "mode": "regular",
    "ignored": [],
    "delay": 0,
    "occurrences": 0,
    "mentioned": []
}

There may be over a million accounts but most of them are inactive so since they don't make any operation, they aren't added to the file. Last time I checked, the JSON file on my computer had about 70k usernames but the one used by the bot on the server probably has way more than that. If it can't find the username in the file, it uses the Steem API to lookup the account name (lookup_account_names) and if that API returns null for the account, it means that it doesn't exist and the bot broadcasts a comment. If it returns some data on the account, the account exists so it adds it to the JSON file with the default settings. "occurrences" and "mentioned" don't exist for the version currently running, they are both used for mention correcting on the next version of the bot. I'm using Peter Norvig's spelling corrector algorithm which is a bit of a brute force approach but it works pretty well. "occurrences" is the number of times you were mentioned and "mentioned" is an array of users you mentioned at least once. I may drop that array one day if it makes the file too heavy.

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