Luck of the gods

I'll have to keep this very short so i stick to the rythm ... two days in a row i already seem to have 6% battery life when charged instead of 5 going to 4 ... 1 time breaking it sets it back completely but THEY wont understand

The owl was back tonight, or maybe one its young. It did look smaller but tonight the foton cannons werent on so it was hard to see, by the time i went in and out to get a flashlight it was gone. Serves me well for trying to bring a spirit of night into the light.

Spirits are spirits and bodies are vessels.

To behold a greater spirit is a blessing.

To be gazed upon by one pure magic.

Even if you take out the mysticism

(if you dont know animal mysticism .. the meaning of nocturnal or other creatures literally observing you : https://dreamersguides.com/spiritual-meaning-of-seeing-an-owl-at-night/ have a good-read i wont copy paste it , its quite a bit though)

earlier this week the hedgehog showed himself but the owl is so rare you can consider it a greater spirit, sitting there LOOKING AT YOU ...

even without the mysticism the chances of having that happen by a creature that rare and magnificent in a place like THIS ... might as well be the luck of the gods, a blessing of nature

magic

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picture from mispacha.com

i'll have to leave it here ... i just had to also b/C im really glad its still alive or at least has been able to continue the line ...

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in my world you dont live

what if spirits, shadows, demons, ... yokai , ayakashh, tsukumogami the house is full of 100+ year old furnitre that used to belong to my grandma are a daily part of janes , your very own Plato tried to teach you how perception is reality

what matters most ? how i get to the conclusion or if its right ?

if i can do the numbers on the blackboard or as a layman if i actually understand what e=mc² stand for ?

i would make a lousy jeopardy candidate ... as the kid was born thinking in systems, something i only came to understand later, just like this borderline autism i claim , janes ondergrond, the catham joker ... metafors trying to explain a reality you cant possibly see, we CONTAIN the abyss within after having won the staring contest and there's room to spare an infinite number between the dots

but we deal in insight

not semantics ... whatever works for me works for me and i have to say

sir, ma'am , YOUR world seem a bit bland to me

... ok its time ... dont overdo the gift

before im down for 3 or 5 days again

mmmm

its always funny

"i dont believe in any of that !"

huh but i bet you're scared when alone in the dark even with streetlights at night the thing that lurks in shadows stalks you behind every corner thats in front, things make noises in the back

"but you dont believe in that huh ?"

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Then what is it that you fear in the darkness, just out of eyes reach ?

i KNOW, but i dont fear the darkness, and i know whats there, ghosts cant touch me, they're just leftovers, and usually not mine, the only way a ghost can ever hurt you is by FEAR, and thru the human brain ,

they can actually manifest in physical conditions ... in essence a ghost CAN push you down the stairs if you fear it enough

for one example i knew this women who spent her years in a closed ward , she saw her dead son standing at her bed at night

to her that was extremely real - i heard later she died of an O.D. in medication (as most of those would i suppose)
wether that was guilt as a remnant manifest of some sorts

or any other psychosis or a REAL GHOST that wouldnt leave her and she eventually joined ?

perception is reality

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now if you dont mind ...

someone should buy steemit back to seven dollars, writing would be just the same but polishing the corners would become more interesting ...

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