Caves of Qud : before i lay me down - OOh -oh ooh hu hAA!

After a short mourning on Fautus Tabus ...

Decided to boot up a new char and resisting the urge to go for the tank build of the praetorian again made something more custom from the base caste "priest of all suns" , this starts out with the snake oiler trait from the start and adding some in EGO, the base glowfish corpses now go for around 70dramcents a piece (from the start) ... evenly divide the rest and , wel the first one got bitten to death by a wet glowpad ("pumpkin") one tile outside the starting city .

The next one seems to be holding and slowly turning to a glass-ish canon

Rip Imada Ka, in comes Imada Ko

Mhh, cleaned out the keyboards and stuck the wrong one in this plug , some of the keys are stuck i should dismantle it completely once and clean half the keys separately (why bother with a €15 keyboard ? BECAUSE IM POOR AND A MENTAL CASE OBVIOUSLY)

why would you say that on the internet ?

BECAUSE I DONT FEEL RESPONSIBLE FOR THE SITUATION ...

we, now Janes OnderGrond, at one time the kid, the boy, the AlleyCat and some others can not feel responsible for decisions we havent made ourselves, its like a physical impossibility. If it was coerced or manipulated we dont feel its our doing b/c we didnt put our asshole up for deep dicking by the relevant parties ... Other stuff, breach of contract in a one-sided world where the boss is always right. Work for nine months without one paper signed on promises, get paid late, have to be there on sundays , saturdays, 16 hour days not uncommon, ... one day get paid late at a very inconvenient time and get really embarrassed (we could still get that feeling then) b/c you stand there ready to pay and the expected money isnt on the card ...

So you ask an advance sometime later and dont come anymore the next day. We found that billek .. arbeidsrechtbank didnt ... for some reason the guy not having papers for 9 months didnt matter but this one had to pay €1000 for breach of contract (which wasnt there, not ONE scrap of paper) then later get to hear there was a "verbal agreement" (!!! no shit !!! ) then say "but i didnt get called to testify ? what about MY version?)

then you get "sorry the verdict is passed, you'll have to pay" (that was about 20+ years before de zelfstandigenbond was saving the country by killing the poor and the fuckers who refused to help me back when i was on the street were walking in the park in brussels calling it a demonstration b/c their pension funds are under attack)

O YOU SHOULD SHUT up ... well yea if we just COULD ... if you poke the tiger in the cage, even wounded and old it will roar and try to bite your head off ... thats one case there, not the only one btw if we feel its billek its billek and usual i think our moral compass holds a lot better than "justice" does ...

You meet all kinds of strange characters but as humans go, id say 99% of them at least must be shyte ...

Climbatized a bit with the elders exodus to France , for some reason saying that always feels like im some kind of basement nurd who didnt leave with 0 money at the age of 21 and tried at least 7 times to get out of hell and salems lot but THATS NOT HOW ITS DONE (and computer is niet weirken AND you need a university degree to re-school yourself toward it SO TAKE THIS TUPPERWARE JOB AT 90% OF THE WAGE AND SHUT UP OR WELL SCRAP YOU )

so im sure by now they went back to one government and keeled out all those expensive private consultants whos goal is not solutions but to still get paid good money next year and everything is fine. Havent watched the noose yet tho.

After all, how else would you fix a national debt taht would require the whole population from 1 to 99 yrs old, man , woman, child to work 7 days a week for over a 100 years and pay 100% taxes while the government (is only one but not five ofcourse) takes nothing to pay the intrest ?

You take the poorest 20% and dump them under 20 foot concrete in a new jew-hunt, and with that money pay more police and expand defence b/c your army is renowned worldwide AND EUROPE SAID SO ! (we can put everyone in the army, that beats €500 wellfare, THEY CAN ALL HAVE €3000 for sitting there waiting for the russians to arrive in 106 years)

I guess the elders should, after all, pragmactical as we are it somewhat seems doubtful they will live eternally ... and here well

took the first day to have a drink, which was like ... since last september (2024) , for some reason skipped a day. Must have phased out and thought i was only gone for a bit while it was actually the next day already ... nothing special xept that it doesnt happen much, i guess we're good until next september now.

Paid the price ofcourse - body and mind ...

New neighbours , could have been squatters or driveby-looters but it looks like they're moving in ... here in this fine social housing hood thats always a question mark. Some will deny it but IT IS and it always has been ...

since 1970, a rich-belgian social housing hood back then, IMAGINE THE HOUSES HERE , back then end 1970s the elders paid the equivalent of 25000 to 30000 for this house ... seeing as those things go for 200000 - 300000 or more today IF MAINTAINED it could have been a nice investment, ofcourse like it or not, neighbourhoods with lots of randgevallen and migrants have their real estate value dunked.

Ask anyone millionnaire who's into real estate (in private ofcourse) has nothing to do with morals ... its numbers ...

its been quiet tho and the new ones well they still have to profile themselves ...

back in the 70s the working class like the elders here who bought a house and still live here ... some of them maybe sorry seeing as the ones owned by the firm get like everything for free including solar panels (never rented a place where the landlord actually fixed your stuff, let alone gave you a new roof or windows AND SOLAR PANELS)

but actually they got subsidized, right ??? RIGHT ?

so now (if rumours holds true) the firm prez is in jail for fraud (and by hereditary feudal NGO right his daughter presides now) theres probably less chance of getting subsidized "new belgians"

but we still have the other options

• crackbabies
• youtube gangsters
• professionele ziekekassers
• kindergeld collectors
• ziekekass in 't zwertweirk
  and the odd one of composite family member working shifts or something IT CAN HAPPEN SOMETIMES

... dont really care much as long as its not garbage pail kids who saw gangster on youtube and/or bring un-educated dogs

noisy - harassing my cat ...

SOOOOOOO , euhm

pffff

not very woke ??

we hate always positivity its FAKE, forced equality going over efficiency , its BAD for the world, we hate woke for the sake of it, forcing gender issues as far as video games, killing entertainment, in fact BRINGING TOLERANCE DOWN ... we hate the 5%er media pretending to be the voice of the people , we hate the people pretending to be the people, we hate everyone for being masters of negation

we cant stand anything that walks on two legs, we are always TIRED (got much to do with being stuck in this place for 15 years) we are unstuck in time , everything hurts all the time and

aaand ...

euh ...

mmm

whatever - gaming right ?

i think its time to cycle