as the rain drops and the car sits patiently

i just had a terrible moment where i saw my car somewhere in the future stripped of it's doors and sitting their decaying like some pseudo instagram photo with draped youtube fake celebs sticking tongues out through peace signs. jesus, help me, i think i'm have real time daydreaming and i'm awake, send help. ideally in the shape of funds to get my reversing sensor fixed so i can drive my car for another year -- i feel this is gonna be manifesting quite a lot over the coming months. . .