What is life

Lately i feel like things havent really been going my way and honestly just want things to start getting better. Feel like i lost more than i have made, ive just been hoping more than actually working but im tired of feeling tbat way.
Been alone for these past couple of years and feel like i had lost myself in the processs, going to make sure by the end of this year, the goals that i had setup and work for these 2 years will finally be completed.
Slow and steady i guess. But hope you guys see what i am talking about