GONE FOR GOOD

Yes, our perfection was imperfect
I know my days, weeks and years with you
Were filled with falls and flaws
I know you waited for the Change in me like Christ’s second coming
You endured the scars I left on your emotion

Oh dear, I know I have fed you with concoction of sadness
I was stingy with time while giving you attention
Yes, you complained and warned me
Telling me how your tears were like river Jordan

Dear, permit me to remain on my kneels cos of this epistle
An epistle I write now in regret
I never knew my hearts will be blank
Void like an empty tank
I realize a rib has left my body part
Dear! I am now incomplete, incomplete I mean

Who shall quench me of this regret of maltreating you?
Should I talk of those days when I denied you of attention
Or that day when your food I poured away only to hurt you
Dear, who shall I send to you?
To make you save my life like Jesus saved people in Jew

I am dying and mourning this loss of my love
I need you back to be my back
I am ready to treat you like my eyeball
Caress you and sing you lullaby at night
When darkness powders the sky

Dear, accept my epistle of regret
For I have decided that you, I will no longer neglect
Let our hearts meet again and magnet