THE THOUGHT OF: POST-BREAKUP

Love is blind, love is great, love is blind and love is endlessly. What about love? Love can hurt and love could definitely bring happiness to some. I am pretty sure that everyone ever feels love. Does not matter if it is a love from your mother, your partner, your wife or even love to nature. It really depends on how you portray love, actually. But what really hurt the most about love is breakup. Well if the context is about relationship.

Breakup could crush the whole world; well at least it is in the mind and also towards the emotion. But it really affects your reality. Not wanting to do anything and feel useless to do anything are few of the after effect of a breakup. What I call it now as “Trauma” and also “Tremor”. Have you ever felt your whole body starts to shiver and a sudden shed of tears in the middle of the night? Now that is the “Tremor” of a post breakup. As a musician, it really helps you in lyrics writing and song writing because it helps to fill in the emotion and makes the song really meaningful, for example Taylor Swift. For me she is a good song writer with the element of Pop in it and also catchy chorus to hook up the listeners. Although it is really helpful to musician, but the reality, it really sucks.

The struggle is real. I mean the struggle to get back up and accepting the fact that there is nothing we can do to save the relationship is the worst part of it. Maybe it is not meant to be, and then it is not mean to be. Moving on is really hard. I know how does it is feel like. I had been through hell too. But one thing I learn is that I need to appreciate life more and everything happens for a reason. This is part of the journey and also the experience to keep moving forward. It might not be useful tomorrow but it might, for the future. Be grateful to what that we have been given from Him and still breathing and we still have family and also friends by our side. Hence, do not ever feels that you are not worth it to the world because the whole world is just in front of you waiting for you to drive them.