I have heard a quote "It's hard to leave - until you leave. And then it's the easiest god damn thing in the world." And although in this circumstance you are not leaving a physical place, I feel like it can still be applied to old thought patterns and habits. Fear is usually what holds us back from accomplishing anything but once you take that first step you realise how much easier it was then what you first imagined. And then from there you just create the momentum to keep pushing forward because you understand anything is possible. Congratulations on all that you have accomplished so far. You should be really proud of yourself. 😊