The Path Towards a Greater Me!

Hey everyone so this post might end up being short or pretty long since I’m writing just to tell you guys what’s going on. After what has been going on with my life in the past few months which I plan on explaining what’s happened more in depth in another post coming later, but the TL;DR is that I caught feelings for someone who honestly just did not feel the same way so if you really want to hear the long version of it stay tuned for a future post. Basically, after this sort of heart break I am experiencing I decided I’m tired of being complacent of the person who I am now I still have dreams of being great when I’m older and everyday I let pass is pushing my dream another week away. I want to improve who I am in every aspect of myself. I’m going to start physically training to a higher degree than what I am already doing so that I can be physically fit to an anime main character level. I’m also going to start praying and meditating more I really want to strengthen who I am spiritually and really figure out who I am right now and what I’ll need to do in order to achieve what I want in the future. I’m going to also work on my social skills not saying they’re bad, but you can always improve and being able to be good socially opens many good doors for you in life. I’m going to continue my financial training again even though I have been slacking on that lately because I always felt as though I still had time since I was young, but I realized I can’t keep pushing this off because I am lazy I need to act now so that I can be secure in the future and free to pursue what I want to pursue without a job to tie me down. Lastly, I’m going to start training myself mentally to become a better thinker, a calmer leader, someone who tempers action with wisdom I want to be able to think outside the box and just use my brain better in general. This actually turned out to be a pretty short post and just because I haven’t written anything on anime or games doesn’t mean I’ve grown out of those things it just takes me forever to review it to the standards that I want and I get to lazy, but now this recent event has given me that chip on my shoulder that I was missing, that purpose that pushed me to be better than everyone, that will of fire so don’t worry I am back and hopefully I’ll stay.
Thanks so much for reading this and just honestly being apart of my life sorry for the long break but I’m back now and better than ever so don’t worry my next post will probably be about the anime Goblin Slayer or my heartbreak tale whichever one I’m honestly feeling at the moment tomorrow. Cya Future Hokage signing out