Sorry bro you have to take things easy. This is just for a little while it can never and will never continue like this. Just as u said that you are here to stay pls do and do not faint in doing so coz in due season you will surely reap what you've sown. Just like when we pray for something to happened and it seems asif it's not coming forth but God later answer in a miraculous way that even daze our reasoning. There is always a perfect and set time, who knows weather you would have faint away if you've started again as enough as you can? You might not even have time to post very well if uve been making big money forgetting that their are people u are putting smile on their face with your post? May the lord reward every of your labor and I know steemit is here to help us.