HEY HOWS IT GOING ID REALLY LIKE TO SAY I LIKE STEEMIT BUT I HATE IT HERES WHY

I was one of the early adopters and i created a steemit account i was still trying to learn how to use it and the community here was extremely toxic, when i first posted my first couple posts i had trolls talk down on my posts and downvote my posts so much nobody can see them anymore. I cant share the posts they are not found on google and im not even sure if anybody will be able to see this post at all.