No, i don´t think it will change. Because they invest a lot of money into it, and there are so many more out there, who would love to do what you do. It´s a taff business world you are in. Many, many years ago I have been a professional speed skater, I know a little bit about sport world and its "cold hand". But i left already when I was 21, out of an injury.
What I was referring to before is my natural building business. I got quite keen learning about alternative building with clay, straw and other natural material. And together with talent I became quite good and known well. I went even to the US to plaster a house in Arizona with loads of clay. And beside, i began to be more artistry with clay. Pictures will tell more: https://waidblaumala.wordpress.com/lehmsandstroh/
I`ve changed my website also a few month ago. Before this one, just everything was about natural building, now it got it´s place between other interests.
Somehow, i got a disgust about what I´ve loved, because of what I´ve told you already. I still hope it will pass, and I can just go on. At the end, we should not care what, or how others think or how they see us. Just do your thing. And I think you do well. You write! Thats wonderful! And maybe, something else will come. Perhaps you are a great teacher, or trainer, who knows how to help young football kids into something which really matters in life. And perhaps, you have to make a great football career on your own, just about finding out. Who knows. Stay true to yourself, you´ll be fine.