New To Steemit but I got issues I need the steem

First and foremost you should know that you are the BOMB.
You are very special and you have a lot to offer. I know you may not believe that 100% right now, but trust me, you are. There may be many reason you may not believe that you are the BOMB, such as low self-esteem, low confidence and low self-value, just to name a few. But guess what? None of those reasons matter. The only thing that matters is how you feel about yourself moving forward.
I have a question for you. What are you afraid of? Do you fear failure, fear being alone, fear never finding real love? Take some time to think about it. Whatever you find yourself being afraid of is holding you back. What do I mean by holding you back? Thich Nhat Hanh said that “fear keeps us focused on the past or worried about the future. If we can acknowledge our fear, we can realize that right now we are okay. Right now, today, we are still alive, and our bodies are working marvelously. Our eyes can still see the beautiful sky. Our ears can still hear the voices of our loved ones”.

Right now is where you can change things. Right now you can begin to eliminate the things that hold you back. Now don’t get me wrong, changing how you think is no piece of cake. But you should understand that your emotions and your thoughts are directly connected to what you bring and do not bring into your life. Fear is a low vibratory emotion. When you feel low vibrations you feel that heaviness in your heart, stomach and even in your head sometimes. These low vibratory emotions such as sadness, despair, grief, shame, guilt, frustration, anger, feeling like a victim, and regret, literally bring you down. While high vibratory emotions such as happiness, joy, love, peace, and gratitude bring you up and make you feel wonderful.
So why wouldn’t you want to feel wonderful all the time. Why you would want to bring yourself down? At some point you have to ask yourself, what is really going on? Because, love isn’t getting better. Relationships aren’t getting stronger. Unity is happening, what SPORADICALLY over America? And people don’t seem to love themselves. So yeah you should ask yourself, what is really going on?
I now see a new way that begins with steem. So I am here with all this going on hoping I can find the way to gain more steem and lose some of these issues.