I must be cursed

Hi everyone or should I literally say 1 because that's all that will even look at my posts if I'm lucky. I'm not sure what I am doing wrong on here, maybe I just don't understand how it works or something or maybe I am just cursed. Its all kind of confusing to me to keep track of how to do all this stuff even posting a simple video took about 5 or 6 tries, every time there was some stupid error, or file to large, download 20 damn pieces of software just to do one task, I mean really. The other day I even lost some crypto trying to transfer it over to my Trezor, it is getting old doing 1 step forward and 3 steps back. I have been trying to get into crypto's and doing Steemit and Dtube a little bit and almost no one looks at my stuff, granted its nothing that's that spectacular or anything but I see stuff on here that's not even about anything and it will earn lots of Steem. So if anyone can offer some help that would be great I am not sure what else to do. Trying to avoid having to go back to a 9 to 5 think I would rather die first although people would watch that but I wouldn't be around to reap the rewards....lol

Thanks in advance to the one viewer....lol