The reason I slept late

I can hear my wife's voice, whether it's a dream or sleep.
I can also hear my mother's pain.
Even if I don't completely wake up or open my eyes, I can figure it out unconsciously.
! My wife is checking how my mother sleeps.
And she's changing diapers...

My wife's job is to start her day.
And it's also to end her day.
That's why the last thing my wife does before going to bed is to put my mother to bed.

Even if I sleep next to my mother, I don't do it unless it's really urgent.

Neither my mother nor my wife want to.
So my wife usually does it, so it must be quite nerve-wracking.
Fortunately, there's a caregiver between 2 p.m. and 6 p.m., so my wife can go outside.

Of course, I also do some work, exercise, and go to the field to work.
So, after I put my mother to bed early in the morning, I spend about two hours walking around the field or doing some exercise.
Then I come home and see my mother again and have breakfast. Today, I am going to sleep.

I know what my mother and wife are doing in my sleep, but I don’t want to get up.
I know what the next course is, but I don’t want to get up.
I usually wake up first and do everything except one thing, but today, I don’t want to get up and go out, so I’ll just sleep more.
And then I just slept.

I think I slept for an hour, but I got a sudden feeling and got up.
When I looked at the time, it was past 8.
I slept late, but why did I sleep late? I thought, “Why, I’m not going to exercise, I’ll just sleep.”

When I think back on that time, I think my subconscious, like my consciousness, was like this.
I'm tired now, so I need to sleep more, but I'm tired, so I need to sleep more, so I'm tired, so I'm weighing whether it's going to rain or not, and I'm just making preparations, and even if it rains, I'm going to go somewhere hot and spray aphids, so it's natural that I'm tired, I think.

Now it's not intentional unconsciousness, it's completely conscious.
So I thought about it.
What is it? When I thought about what I did so unconsciously, it's all the same.

That's because I relaxed.
In a word, it means that I've lost my military spirit.
To this extent, to this extent, to feel that my military discipline has diminished, I naturally feel that I'm old.

Then, what automatically follows is
So what's there in life?
I'll just live like this, but no, no! I'm startled.

The reason for that is that there's still a lot to do. They say that there are no ghosts who die, but I want to do what I want and die hard.
Because I have a hundred people I believe in.
That hundred people I believe in is my father who lived until he was 94, and my sister is 91 now. She had a hard time last spring, but her mental health is very good.
So I think that hundred people are enough.

Beyond 'I can do it', there is something I absolutely must do!
The world knows what that is.
Hahaha

Thank you.