Great post! Very proud of you for winning!! And it is so very true - that the ones we are competing is not the other, but it is ourselves. For me, I only play Ultimate for a little more than a year. And there is so much to learn! Every training, every match, I have to decide not to get annoyed at myself for what doesn't go well. But to just keep trying, to keep my focus, to be as alert as possible and to be patient with myself. If you won the tournament, you'll be at a very different level of playing. But I completely understand your love for the game and the intensity of playing at a tournament and giving your all. Beautiful post!!