Ok, I finally lost my virginity.

Following my last post.

This is the next day. Like I said in my last post.

After thinking all night and morning about what had happen the day before, I was ready as ever to have actual sex. Well at least what I thought having sex really was. I wanted to prepare. I jumped in the shower and made sure I was fresh and clean before I went to surprise (Rick) a his house this morning. I put on the cutest panties I owned, no bra, light thin tank-top, and shortest shorts a girl should ever wear.

As I walked to his house, all I could think about was how this time it was really going to happen. I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter the closer I got to his house. When I arrived, I knocked on the front door. His mother somehow stumbled to the door and smiled as she opened. His mother greeted me and was always so sweet. She told me he was down stairs.

I headed down the hall to the stairs. Before walking down made sure to unbutton my shorts and pinched my nipples to get them hard enough to be seen through my shirt. I walk down to and open his door. In Horror, I see him on top of a girl we went to school with!!!! I could not believe what I was seeing. I immediately closed the door and walked up the stairs. They never even noticed I had opened the door.

I walked past his mother as I was leaving and she asked me why I was leaving so soon. I responded " he is still sleeping, I come back later"

As I was walking back home, my mind was racing! How could he? Can I be mad? He is not my boyfriend! Should I have watched? This thought made me horny but I almost felt guilty for it. It was a very weird feeling.

About a block from my house was a boarding home. It had about 8 rooms that recovering drug users stayed while they got on their feet. Two of them (Terry) was outside with (Jane) a friend of my mothers who was also staying at the house.

As I approached Jane yelled for me to come over to them. When I walked over Jane could tell I was upset and asked me if I was ok. I told her I had just found out a guy I liked was interested in a different girl. As I was talking to Jane I could see Terry looking at my me. He was looking at my legs, and slowly moved up my body to my chest. I looked down to notice I never buttoned my shorts and my nipples poking through my shirt. I looked back up at him and he smiled. Terry was 21 years old and was not my type. But I was turned on that he was checking me out.

We finished talking and I started to walk away as they went inside. After making it about 30 feet. Terry opened his bedroom window and asked me if I wanted to watch a movie with him. I said sure why not. I went to walk to the front door to the hall but he said I should come through the window so no one would see me come to his room. (Understandable I was 15 he was 21).

His room only had a bed, TV and TV stand. He asked my if I had ever seen reservoir dogs. I told him no as he put the movie on. He told me I could sit on his bed with him to watch the movie.

About 30 min into the movie I noticed he kept glancing at my legs and chest. This was such a turn on I could feel my nipples getting harder and harder and was wetter than I had ever been. He slowly moved a little closer to me and placed his hand on my knee. He asked if it was ok and I told him yes. He moved his fingers around on the side of my leg and began to rub his hand up my thigh. He told me I was very hot and he wanted to kiss me. We began kissing and I wondered If I should tell him I was a virgin but did not want to ruin what was happening. I decided not to tell him.

We are kissing and he is rubbing all over my body. I look down and notice a huge bulge in his pants. I move my hand down to touch it and it was so hard and huge!! I became afraid. With Rick he was smaller and was never all the way erect so this was much different. Even though I became scared I was extremely turned on. I took off my shirt and he began licking my nipples. He unzipped my shorts and put his hand down may pants and slid his finger between my pussy lips and then deep inside me. He told me I was so wet and so tight.

He sat up and pulled my shorts and panties off. I was laying there completely naked with my legs spread apart. He took off his shirt, unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. I remember this vividly. He was not wearing underwear so when he unzipped his pants and pulled them down his dick popped out with such force it bounced up and down as I watched. I could not believe I was going to have that inside of me.

He took off his pants and while on his knees moved closer to my face. I put my hand on his penis and was amazed at how hard it was, I was barely able to rap my hand around it. (Looking back I would guess he was about 8 in long and as thick as a red bull can) He pushed his dick closer to my face, I started to lick the head of his penis. I was so infatuated with his huge cock that I did not notice he was fingering the fuck out of me with two finger. As soon as I noticed I started to feel a little pain but not much. He continued to finger me like his life depended on how fast he could go. His hand was smacking my clit and felt amazing!

After about 5 min of being finger fucked. he climbed on top of me and between my legs. He grabbed his dick and I could feel the tip start to penetrate my pussy. He took no time and no care to slide his entire cock inside me. I screamed so loud. He looked at me and said "does that feel good" I responded "OH YEAH!!! ( even though it hurt soooo bad).

Telling him I liked it did not help in my case as he began to fuck my pussy so hard and fast. I could not blame him. He did not know this was my first time. After what seemed like and hour ( only a few min) He pulled out of me which seemed to hurt just as bad. He told me to turn over. I rolled over on my stomach. He grabbed my hips and lifted me up into doggy style. I thought he was going to try to stick that huge thing in my ass but he push back in my pussy. Again no care and like he had to prove how hard he could fuck.

As he was fucking me from behind his hips were smacking my ass with so much force the smacking sound was echoing through the room. I never really noticed until now I was screaming a cursing so loud I knew someone could hear but did not care. It was the only way to help cope with the pain. He smacked my ass!!!! I kept yelling for him to smack my ass as well as this helped draw the paid to my ass instead of my pussy and what felt like my stomach.

He stuttered " OH I'm Gonna CUM" and began to fuck me even harder and faster. I screamed at the top of my lungs "FUUUUUUUUUUCK"!!!!! He pulled out his dick and shot his come all over may back and ass. I thought this was the end. No, he stuck that big dick right back inside me and began pounding away all over again. I was worried and knew I would not be able to do it again, right then he took it back out and laid down at the foot of the bed. I was so glad it was over. He told me he loved the way I screamed during sex and told me my pussy was so tight. If he only knew!! I asked him where is bathroom was and he told me it was a shared bathroom in the hall.

I got up and put on my panties shorts and shirt. I opened his door. and walked down the hall toward the bathroom. Jane Jane came walking out of the bathroom and said "did you just come out of Terry's room" I told her I did and please do not tell anyone, I do not want my parents to find out. She said " I don't have to tell anyone, everyone in the house heard you screaming"

After using the bathroom I walked back to Terry's room. I walked in and he was laying in the same spot, still naked, and his huge dick almost over his hip. I grabbed his dick in my hand once again amazed at its size only to become so terrified that we had not used a condom. I thought "do they even make condoms this big"? I walked out of his room and left the house.

I went home and took a shower. I was surprised to only find a small amount of blood in my panties as my pussy felt like it had been ripped to double the size.

Well this is how I officially lost my virginity. For a while it ruined sex for a few, you will learn all about it in my next few posts.

Thanks for reading. Please feel free to ask me any questions.