But for how long is it okay? Because after a while, it starts affecting everything else. And you may

But for how long is it okay? Because after a while, it starts affecting everything else. And you may think people would get it. But abstracts have no language. There's no language to translate pain. So nobody would actually completely feel it. And if it's okay not being what you could have, and what if what you've become is completely horrific. What do you do with that? Because it's like everyday is a crime, to live, to breathe. And it's all because you're not what you could have been. But the complete opposite.