it's a cool post because you imagine when trying something new it's just like diving into the water.. fear and scare all the way for the time while it's clearly only on my mind.. time goes on, the fear it self being in underwater will diminish as i being adapt in it.. then when i already find what i looking for in underwater... that's a great feeling when i emerge from surface of the water..

just like you wrote in this post that i found "cool quote" for me : -- " first step in our growth, understanding of thee self. Willingness is everything " --- .

well... atleast that's what i think..
once again, thank you for your enlightment and sorry for my bad english