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RE: Why Do People Act In Opposition To Their Internal Desires? The Theory of Reaction Formation

in #psychology8 years ago

I remember my father was really anti gay, He used to get really angry about it all but I absolutely certain he did not have any hidden gay tendencies. Im sure that was social conditioning.
As for myself, the moment I was born they caught me looking at the breasts of the midwife. So I started early.
However, from age 14 to 16 I stopped chasing girls for a while and knuckled down to study to make sure I got good grades when I left school.
My father noticed this and began to worry I might be gay. Although I did not know this at the time.
Anyways, at 16 I went to art school and cos I had gotten out of practice I was a but shy with girls, and I had acne lol!
The other lads in the class noticed this and one day a brazen punk lad put a porn mag in my sports bag without me knowing.
When I got home I just put my bag in my room and went out to play football.
My mother died when I was a boy and at that time my father had married the bitch from hell and she just loved getting me into trouble in order to watch me squirm from my father chastising me. She often when though my things and this day Christmas had come early.
When I walked into the living room something hit me in the face and landed on the floor. My stepmother had thrown this porn mag at me and now it was lying on the floor with the pages open at the center fold lol!. The women in those days were not bald down there but rather well, lets say Marxist vaginas, and I did not know where to look.
Well my stepmom cursed me calling a pervert and all sorts. My Dad just sat there. I tried to say it wasnt mine but they didnt believe me.
My sent me to my bedroom saying he would be up in minute.
So now I thought, shit my Dad is going give me a belting and Im innocent.
Anyways he comes up and closed the door and just says "Its perfectly normal to like girls at your age. But I wouldnt bring theoe mags in here, you can see whats shes like".
As he went down stairs I heard the wicked witch of the west say "Why didnt you belt him?"
And my Dad said "Im just so relieved he isnt gay" lol!.

I cnan laugh about it now but I reckon if my Dad had beat that day I might possibly have had major emotional sexual ssues when I became older.
When in fact it was like he gave me the green light to start chasing after babes again lol!
Great post again @the cryptofiend they always get my mind going.
Not sure if what I said was so relevant but it was just what came to mind.