Ahahahahaha I am glad you noticed the cow! I suppose it helps to lift the seriousness of the topic a little bit :)

I see the constant rumination as self-imposed punishment

We are fascinating, complicated creatures Green. Even when everything is externally fine, there are still cognitive tendencies that might make life difficult for some of us.

Thank you for stopping by 😘
Have a great day :)
Lunch time over here (It is SO hot!)