absolutely right! haha I've been there! I've fumbled in the past if I lose patience and fall into old negative patterns; we'll see how I do, but I've resolved to go forward patiently, knowing that everything I've ever dreamed of may be just over the horizon! It has been hard in the past, but I think I have it this time! I've been starting businesses and focusing on love of myself and others! I hope you do too and you get exactly what you're looking for! :) With positive focus, our eyes may be more open to opportunity! :)